I was born in a little city in Germany. Everything was fine. My parents got married after my birth and I was crazy from the first day of my life until now. When I was 2 my dad left me and my mom because he was criminal and my parents argued a lot. So my mom was alone with me. She had to do 3 jobs to feed us. But she made it. My dad was in a prison for a very long time but everybody lied to me and told me that he was ill. I cried a lot when I was little because everybody of my friends had both parents my mom had no time for me and my dad wasnt there. My grandparents helped my mom and I visited them very often. My mom found a new man and everything was looking fine. When I was 8 I was at a sleepover at my friends house. When she falled asleep her brother told me to come in his room. He told me that he want to play a game. When you lose a round you have to put one thing from your clothes of. And if you tell it anyone I will beat you up like you never got beaten up before.he told me. I was scared and I didnt knew what to do. I had no chance. In this night he raped me. I cried and tried to scream or shout but he put his hand on my mouth. No one heard me. I tried to distract him but it didnt worked. I changed myself after this. No more pink no more long blond hair no princess anymore. I wanted that everybody was afraid of me. I wanted to be lonely. My clothes were all black and my hair was short like a male haircut. I wanted that nobody touches me ever again. Years after this rape I saw the guy but he didnt knew who I am. I was frozen when I looked at him. He looked to me but he didnt remind me anymore. Thats good.
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